{"id":1779,"date":"2008-09-12T00:42:00","date_gmt":"2008-09-12T00:42:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vu2057.freddie.1984.is\/siggimustest\/2008\/09\/dying-slowly\/"},"modified":"2022-10-07T10:28:24","modified_gmt":"2022-10-07T10:28:24","slug":"dying-slowly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/2008\/09\/12\/dying-slowly\/","title":{"rendered":"dying slowly"},"content":{"rendered":"

this dying slowly
it seemed better than shooting myself<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

yet another excellent video
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i’ve got memories
i keep them away from me
they won’t behave
won’t be what i want them to be<\/p>\n

i’ve seen it all and it’s all done
i’ve been with everyone and no one<\/p>\n

so many squandered moments
so much wasted time
so busy chasing dreams
i left myself behind<\/p>\n

i’ve seen it all and it’s all done
i’ve been with everyone and no one<\/p>\n

so this dying slowly
it seemed better than shooting myself
this dying slowly
it seemed better than shooting myself<\/p>\n

these worms, darling
they’re nibbling away at me
they go at it when i’m sleeping
won’t let me get to my feet<\/p>\n

i’ve seen it all and it’s all done
i’ve been with everyone and no one<\/p>\n

so this dying slowly
it seemed better than shooting myself
this dying slowly
it seemed better than shooting –
if i could find the words to explain this feeling
i would shout them out
if i could find out all this, what’s inside me<\/p>\n

i would shout it out<\/p>\n

so this dying slowly
it seemed better than shooting myself
this dying slowly
it seemed better than shouting it out<\/p>\n

i make some coffee
pull on that new pair of pants
i can get so far [?]
the feeling just falls away<\/p>\n

i’ve seen it all and it’s all done
i’ve been with everyone and no one<\/p>\n

i’m just tired, baby
i just need to lay down
i’m just tired, darling
i just need to lay down
i’m just tired, baby
i just need to lay down
i’m just tired, darling
i just need to lay down
i’m just tired, darling<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

from siggimus.blogspot.com<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

this dying slowlyit seemed better than shooting myself yet another excellent video i’ve got memoriesi keep them away from methey won’t behavewon’t be what i want them to be i’ve seen it all and it’s all donei’ve been with everyone and no one so many squandered momentsso much wasted timeso busy chasing dreamsi left myself […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[14],"tags":[73],"class_list":["post-1779","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pics","tag-listening"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_likes_enabled":false,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pcQPg2-sH","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1779","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1779"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1779\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2464,"href":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1779\/revisions\/2464"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1779"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1779"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/siggimus.com\/siggimus\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1779"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}